well,i just met someone there*refer to KLCC*
and he/she advising me about my look.frankly,my dressing.
haha.at first im kinda 'please stop i dont want to hear it' but then i need to hear it since it good for my good sake.
idk why this evening im so not in mood.
before i met him/her.
seriously 'that stuff' makes me thinking the whole night until now.
i keep thinking for the reason.
yeah,this is my answer:
"i know u will not like the way i dress up but im just to be the real me.i dont want to make u saw the fake me.sounds like im always be dress up like that.its up to you to judge me like what i wear today.but it doesn't mean im is wild type person or something like that.u just dont know how im get through my life till now.how the hurts,sadness,happy moments make my life today.frankly speaking im is on my way to change myself.but i need time for that.and i started it by inside me.i guess u know the depth of my sadness right now.because of your kind.well,i keep telling myself that i dont need a man love or shemale.the truth is im not ready for the another heartbreak.what i keep telling myself that i need a love from the capital h end with m.HIM.the big one.i wanna love HIM.HE never breaks mine.i start it slowly until im ready for the change of my dressing.i will wear hijab.INSYAALLAH.i just wanna be the good slaves for HIM.i hope u motivate me until that time.please,dont misunderstood with my behavior just now.dont get me wrong.so,thanks for the advise.i appreciate it.thanks for becoming such a good friend."
p/s:kalo ade grammar mistake sorry la ye..tu lah,sekolah dulu x nak amik english education.*usop wilcha kata eee geram saya rase nak lempang je die*
