dear my future husband,
if you are exist and meant with me i am so sorry because of i will not accept you. BUT if you are insist,please try harder.i hope you are not among them.promise me that you will never be the same like them.they hurt me so much.
i dont deserve all these right?yeah.but they also dont deserve me.supposedly it's you.
i dont know why i wrote this but i want you to know a little pieces about me.how im suffered a heartbreak.not once.not twice but always.
i wish you are among them before.so that is why i keep loving them even though it's hard for me.but now i realized that i should stop tortured myself because of someone that dont appreciate me after im willing to do anything for them.
i know maybe you read this or maybe you dont because i dont know who are you exactly.
