cinta kita

my playlist currently played this song.-Cinta Kita by Teuku Wisnu and Shireen Sungkar.DANG!FR appeared.*unknown feeling*

well,this is our first song.remember?

it has been a week since we last met.I admit,that i do miss you.sometime.but then i realized that it must be a reason.im not telling that i completely get over you or something else.i just get used that you're not around me like before.even if i really hope at certain times you will be my side and be my friend.like before.

now,i can smile again.but not the smile when i with you.well,it's okay.

dear,im not hating you.i can't hate someone that i really love.im sorry for being rude for past few days.

i know this is silly because i know you will never read this but i want you to know that im fine.

im not getting over you but i will get through this.

frankly,im upset with all this thing.you walk away when i really need you.when you know that is not the right time.make it worst,you totally ignore me.it sucks!

i ever wondered how you can live without me and happy but i need to be miserable and can't move on.it was a deep hurt.

sometimes,i dont have strength living like this.i keep played the moment when we first met,the moment we laugh together.but somehow,when i know i still have someone care for me,i feel relieved.i try to live because of them instead of thinking of you.

hurmm.im not blaming you for this shit.i know and realized im the one that ruins this fucking relationship.i keep mad at you.and i can see that you cant bear it anymore.

knowing you is awesome;loving you is beyond the limit

if you read this,please be my friend.