it has been a month.since last entry.now,i dont have enough time to spend time on anything i like.my life totally changed.from student i become a full time employees in a recovery company.
well,i still wrote for someone i know never read this.
you,
i tried to stop thinking about you. totally.
my life now goes well.
i got job.im happy.in fact now i put on weight.
you know,
without you now,
i can walk,stand,and do anything i llike.
WITH CONFIDENT.
i cant feel this kind of feeling when im with you.
but,
when i saw you,
my knees weak,my heart melt,my eyes started to cry.
shit these feelings.
it makes me so weak.
somehow,i still wish i can see you.
watch from far,how you have been.
are you fine or not.
wondering are you still miss me like me
hoping you still save a little love for me.
it sounds stupid.
all these things.
or maybe it hurts someone.
im sorry,like i said.i dont know what this feelings.
i hope you can understand.
